When I see those little 8 year old pricks with iPhones. You know what I had when I was 8?
The Aokigahara Forest is a lonely place to die. So dense is the vegetation at the foot of Japan’s Mount Fuji, it is all too easy to disappear among the evergreens and never be seen again.
Each year the authorities remove as many as 100 bodies found hanging at the country’s suicide hotspot – but others can lie undiscovered for years.
After the novel Kuroi Jukai was published, in which a young lover commits suicide in the forest, people started taking their own lives there at a rate of 50 to 100 deaths a year.
The site holds so many bodies that the Yakuza pays homeless people to sneak into the forest and rob the corpses.
The authorities sweep for bodies only on an annual basis, as the forest sits at the base of Mt. Fuji and is too dense to patrol more frequently.
This is my life, guys. I don’t get to leave all of this behind at the hospital like a lot of people.
All of this and more is what it takes to keep me out of an emergency (and my definition of an emergency is very high) because I am in intestinal failure. Everything in this picture I just for that, not counting all my other organs. Normally when you are in intestinal failure you could get a small bowel transplant but because mine is caused by mito once my cells started populating the new organ it would go into failure and possibly worse.
So here is what everything is.
-the bag, is my ileostomy. What?! I don’t have crap leaking all over and smell terrible?! No. Just stop.
-the tube that has a green pad under it (the green is a frog dressing) is my gtube. Most Gtubes are used for Eating but mine is used to drain secretions and bile out of my stomach. If I didn’t, I would start violently throwing up and not stop.
-the last with the small blue cap is my appendicostomy. This goes through my belly button into my surgically altered appendix (no I can’t get appendicitis) and into my colon. We give a large amount of a medication through it as it needs to go directly to it. Hopefully soon I will be getting my colon removed.
both so beautiful
Adore this movie!
this is the fucking weirdest movie what are you talking about
what movie is this?
The blue lagoon